Tool 27 · Develop yourself
This exercise does not recommend forgiveness, does not push towards contact, and does not treat carrying something as a failure to move on.
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A lot of what people carry was handed to them, often young, often by somebody who did not mean to.
Some things are carried for life, and carried well. Nothing needs to change is a legitimate result.
What you'll explore
A note from Mark
I have never found the advice to let it go useful. It describes a destination without describing a single step, and it usually comes from somebody who has not carried the same thing.
What I have found useful is the question of ownership. A surprising amount of what people carry was handed to them by somebody else, often young, often without anybody intending it. Once you know that, the weight does not disappear, but you stop treating it as a verdict on you.
The second question I would ask is whether putting it down needs anybody else. If it does, and that person is dead, or unwilling, or dangerous, then the work is not release. It is learning to carry it in a way that does not take the rest of your life with it. That is not defeat, and I would not let anybody tell you it is.
This exercise will not tell you to forgive anybody. That is not mine to recommend and it never has been.
What you'll get
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What you are actually carrying
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Whose it is
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What it costs you
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Whether release is available
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What now?
01 · Save it
A precise name for what you are carrying.
02 · Test it
Say the precise sentence to one person who can hear it without needing you to feel better afterwards.
If this is heavier than a page
Bereavement, abuse and serious harm are not exercises. If what surfaced here is that heavy, speaking to your GP, to a bereavement service, or to somebody qualified will do more than any amount of structured reflection.
If it involves somebody who is still able to harm you, your safety comes before any thinking about repair.
What I would do
Establish whose it is before anything else. A great deal of what people carry was given to them.
Ask whether release requires another person. If it does, and they are gone or unwilling, that changes the job entirely.
Do not aim at resolution. Aim at an accurate description. It does more than it sounds like it will.
Take seriously what you have already tried. Advice that repeats a failed attempt is worse than none.
Accept that some things are carried for life. Carried well is a real outcome.
Test it
Ask what would have to happen for it to be lighter. If the answer involves somebody who is gone, the question is different from the one you have been asking.
Work out what carrying it protects. Sometimes there is something.
Separate what happened from what it means about you. They usually arrived together and they are not the same.
The alternative
The obvious conclusion is that you need to process this and move on. Often that is not what is happening. Sometimes the weight was handed to you by somebody else and putting it down requires nothing from them at all. Sometimes release depends on an apology that will never arrive, and the honest work is carrying it differently rather than waiting. Sometimes what looks like resentment is grief with nowhere to go. And sometimes the carrying is doing something for you, protecting a boundary or keeping a person present, and removing it would take that too.
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Further thinking
Grief Counselling and Grief Therapy
J. William Worden
The Other Side of Sadness
George Bonanno
Forgiveness and Health
Loren Toussaint, Everett Worthington and David Williams
Book
J. William Worden
Worden replaced the idea that grief passes through stages with the idea that it involves tasks, including the work of accommodating a loss rather than completing it. That distinction matters if you are carrying something and have been told you should be finished by now. Accommodation has no deadline.
Book
George Bonanno
Bonanno's data shows that resilience is the most common response to loss, and that prescribed emotional processing can sometimes make things worse. It is a corrective to the assumption that an unremarkable account of a difficult event must be avoidance, and it is the reason nobody should be pushed to describe the worst part.
Book
Loren Toussaint, Everett Worthington and David Williams
A serious survey of what forgiveness does and does not do, which includes the critique that forgiveness interventions can push people towards premature reconciliation. Worth reading precisely because it refuses to sell the idea. Whether to forgive anybody is your decision and this helps you make it with the evidence in front of you.